Prayer…
God continually introduces me to requests in which I have no interest.
I am part of several small groups.  It’s wonderful.  They care for and comfort me.  They lift me up and encourage me.
Then there are the prayer requests.  I have become so overwhelmed with prayer requests that I don’t want to hear anymore.  My particular gift is not prayer.
 It is not that I don’t pray.  But, I am still learning to sit before God.  And listen. 
I have my own prayer concerns: My family.  Myself.  My friends.  The pastor.  The President.  The starving children in Cambodia.  Those who cut me off in traffic.  Spam e-mail.  Global warming.  The light bulbs that we are going to have to use in a few years.  Made in China.  With mercury in them.  You get the idea.
As I sat this morning, a lump before God, wondering where to start.  Really, considering opening my Prayer Request Book and saying, “Read it Lord!  And please, answer soon.  I have stuff to do today.  I can’t sit here all day.” 
That’s what I thought.  I did not actually do it because:  God said, “These requests come from the hearts of your friends.  There are needs out there that you do not know.  Your friends need a place and a person to share their hearts.  Listen!  Write it down if you so desire.  You are only a listening ear and a nodding head. A heart open to one of my caring hurting children.  You are not expected to fix the problem.  Nor to solve it.  I am the answer.  I know the whole situation and I will take care of it.  My way.  In my time.  For my Glory.
When necessary, I will remind you.  Then you can respond.  I want your heart to be my heart full of love and concern for others. 
Can you not sit with me for just a little while?  I like your company.  And if you listen, I will speak.  And I will bless you and make you a blessing.”
This is so lovely. What a concept!
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